It's closing in on me.

The depression
has taken a turn for the worse
the tunnel is getting smaller
and my only way out
is closing in on me

I'm suffocating
the air is going thin
the clouds are turning gray
I don't think ill be able to see through
this time.

I've done it before
but as I sit in my room
alone with my thoughts
I cant help but think you deserve
a lot better than me, better than this

I am afraid of tomorrow
and all the days to come
because my depression
is really getting to me this time
and I'm not sure I want to see it through

I'm not sure I want to wake up
I'm not sure I want to see you again.

I'm dying on the inside
yet to you
I look so alive.

I'll do everything I can
to make it seem like I am real
I am here.
but I'm not
I am completely numb
on the inside .

yet I can never show
you this side of me.

the tunnel is closing
more and more ,
so I'll stay in my room
until my mind wanders somewhere
new.