We sit here on this bed
holding hands you haven't said
a word since you came i wonder what i did
"baby is something wrong"
he says " i think we should break up"
I'm to shocked to cry or yell all that
comes out is "why ?" he says
"babe it's not you, i just think it's better
this way" i look at him with watering eyes
he wipes my tear and gets off the bed
"was it something i did or said ?" i ask
before he could leave the room
he turns around and says " no it was
something i did and it was something i said"
i drop my head in shame and ask
" what ?" he come and kneels i front of me
"i said i love you and i extremely do and if i lost you
i have no clue how much it would hurt, and yes it
was something i did i loved you and you loved me
back and i would never forgive myself if any
thing happened to you"
the tears are flowing out of control now
he grabs me and hugs me i say
" can't we try one last time ? i love you to much
to let you go now please i beg you"
he looks at me and says "all right"
that night we slept but the next morning
he didn't wake up "he was gone forever in heaven
and i told him that i wanted to be with him"
i took the gun from my fathers closet and put it
to my head and said " this is for the days i hated,
this is for the days i loved, this is for my only and
true love - " BANG !
