today you made me feel good something that i never have understood. today when you got on that bus i thought you'd sit behind me but you didn't, it kinda made me think that maybe i over reacted to your reactions. i dont know where it will end up going from here but all i know is that i hope it will go far something in which im sure you dont want to happen at all but if it does i hope that u know that i will be thankful, because i know that its hard changing who you are because i've done that one to many times for my heart. i hope that because of what your friends do that you will open your eyes too, mostly because im sure as hell i couldn't live without you! i go outa my way just to go past your house your never outside but i wish you would come out. i've had daydreams of us being together but then i begin to wonder whether or not you really dont mean to break my heart. Valentines day is coming this thursday are u gonna be my man or r we gonna keep playing games?! i hope that today changed your mind because i may seem shy but i am only acting that way because if i say what i really want to say and you reject me i might even cry! so go on living your life this way, one way in which you've placed your mind frame. one shall not frame the way he spends his days because one day when he's on his dealth bed and is almost ready to be sent away then he will look back and say hey maybe i've made a few mistakes then it will be to late obviously after my curfu which is 8. make up yo mind because im not framing mine!
sincerely,
the one that means everything to me.
me
myself
and
I
