You don't grasp... ...

Why don't you hear my screams..
My cries, my pleads..
Is it because you don't want to be ..
The cause.

I've fought many a battles for you
Worn down the sole of my only shoes
just to walk the distance between the two
of us.

But the thing is, why don't I hear you crying
sobbing, and sighing..
Oh wait, your better than I.

You tell me that I can't have them,
and yet.. run to them... Jim..Josh..Tim..?

How are your actions better than mine..
is it because you can beat me at a lie?

I have done everything
yet, it seems I am nothing..

Yeah, I'm not perfect.. Nor have ever claimed to be
my past will tell you.. That even I hate me.

I have a problem..
quite a paradox..

I love to be praised.. loved..
not mentally shoved..

- don't hand out complements..
but love constant.. it never lements..
I trust you with my ever burning love.
just don't lose it..
for I will never love again..

Wingless angels fall
from the night sky, -alone -- could be anyone.. Jon.. or even paul..
yet, you'd never know..
cause, you don't treasure the love jon shows.