What I Am....

This change is taking over me
Showing what I've done
They tell a tragic story
Of a life that's just begun

It's like I started over
With a life that's only fake
The mutilation and the lies
Just some things that I can't take

I want to stop these habits
And just fix my mistakes
All these things that I regret
Get worse with decisions that I make

Why can't I be happy?
And just make the right choice?

I'm tired of being worthless
When will someone finally recognize my voice?

I just wanted to be heard
To see if someone cared
But looking at tonight
I see that no one dared

As the night continues on
I'll slowly start to fade
The pills, the cuts, the drugs, the shame

My life....
Will no longer be in vain