Screaming With My Mouth Closed

I needed you.
You were never there.
As the hatred grew,
It was you I never wanted here.

Your just a thing in the past.
Filling my head with your waste.
It's you who began to trespass.
My thoughts began to be misplaced.

I can't seem to put my heart back together.
It dropped and broke on the floor.
You began to invade me like cancer.
Never knowing for sure.

You made me this way.
Scared to be who I really am.
I'm yelling get away.
But my mouth won't open.

How will you ever know,
My hatred feelings toward you.
I sit within pity and sorrow,
With no voice and sense of view.

Screaming but no one can hear me.
Yelling to the top of my lungs.
Realizing my lips are shut.