I Did This To My Self

I hate the things people say,
Behind my back they talk.
Gave them a reason for it.
Guess I did this to my self.

They call me this and that.
It's hard to ignore something you are.
Maybe they're telling the truth.
It's not just gossip.

Me making up lies,
To fit in with the crowd.
Not knowing how harmful,
Words could ever be.

So yes I did do this.
Not meaning to hurt people,
In this horrible process.
Time heals almost anything.
It's been two years,
I'm still waiting.