Summer night 2007

Nothing but pain i felt that summer.
except when you knocked on my door.
my heart feel to the Flore.
when i saw that look into your eyes i almost believed i was looking into the same tired, pain driven eyes i had of my own.
with out a word you rocked me in your needing arms.
yielding to the pain in your heart.
you press into your trembling chest.
your arms tugging at my body to be closer.
in a for telling tone i whisper this is not what you need...
as you loosen your grasp of my wanted body...
you look in to my eyes and and say i am sooo sorry.....
with more pain in your eyes then ever before you ride off into the night.
i climb up the longest set of stairs then i use to run up i laid my head on my pillow as tears ran down my face realizing i stop the one person i loved from making love to me.

this poem is about something i regret stopping when it was the one thing i wanted most....