I'm sitting here again, wondering what i should do, meeting friends, having fun with them? Oh no...
There is no one who really cares, but it hurts , yea it hurts bad and so deep, every time someone yells at me, i only think about you, hoping one day they'll stop, cause i cant take this pain anymore, every night i cry myself to sleep, thinking about you again but damn you are not here again, watching myself walking in the bathroom in the dark, to dry my tears which won't stop falling, still you are not here, tell you how sorry i am in my mind, hoping you'll understand, take the scissors in my hand full of pain just like my heart, but still crying, watching myself cutting that pain out and it doesn't even hurt anymore, watching the blood running out with all the pain i felt, hoping you'd come, watching myself laying on the bathrooms floor, telling you goodbye in my mind..
