Whatever you need

Sitting on a bank in the park,
feeling the sun warming my face,
looking up to the sky,
thinking about you,
remembering how often you ignored me, when I needed you,
gave up waiting for you now,
can sit on a bank all alone, still smiling without you,
watching someone walking by,
moving my head looking after him,
blushing as he turned around,
looking back at me,
moving my head looking on the ground ashamed
watching the doves,
listening to his steps coming closer to me,
looking up again,
noticing its him
him sitting down
holding ice cream asking me if I�d like to share the day with him,
talking about random things
spending time together how we should have done,
feeling his eyes on me
asking me if something is wrong
shaking my head, not looking in his eyes
feeling his hands around my body now
as he pulls me close to
whispering in my ear the sweetest things I�ve ever heard,
telling me he always took care of me, when I started dating this cruel guy,
breaking his heart but he didn�t care,
being happy just watching me all the time, no matter if I cried or smiled
telling me I didn�t want to see him when he was always there,
blushing deep about all the things he whispers in my ear,
not able to breath anymore, looking at him with tears in my eyes, wishing I�d have noticed him
seeing his soft smile in his face,
kissing me deeply and holding me tight
tears running down my face
taking all the pain away with just one kiss
not thinking about how much time has passed
asking me if he could walk me home
standing at my door
telling me goodnight
kissing me and hugging me like there wouldn�t be a next day
laying down in my bed
thinking about him and you
wishing you were him
knowing it will never be
trying to be happy someone is here for me whenever
calling him late at night
talking to him �till the morning
being with him whenever I can
hoping you wont be back
never again� am I going back to you