Suicidal love

Life was dull, life was raw
but life changed once I saw him
he was the one that soon ruined my life
where was love at first sight
his sweet breathless eyes
and sensitive touch
I should have known
falling madly in love
scaring everyone
knowing in love
tried and cried
because he is unavailable
to you
wishing hoping
that he will understand you’re feelings too
heart aching feelings
you find he is falling but not with u but as your best friend
your friend lies
u cry
and want to die
start to cut
he sees and starts yelling
u yell back and cry
weeping in tears he says im hers not yours
u r dead to me
wishing he will change his mind
starting fights losing friends
why fall in love with him
u ask
u cut harder
he’s a player and u know it
you sleep of pain
wishing it was all a dream
but was not
last chance for him
u say over and over
think your over him
let her have him
walk away think your fine
friend comes to realize the girl overdosed slit her wrists and died
now they all live in regret but the boy does not
because he is haunted for the rest of his life