To me forgiveness goes a long way
I forgave you every time... and everyday
I looked past the fact you hurt me
I thought maybe you just didn't see
Maybe you didn't understand or just didn't know
How you betrayed me and made me feel low
You told people my secrets and threw me out there
For everyone to look down on and did you care?
You had so much power over me
And you could not just let me be
You used all of it to tear me apart
I should have known from the start.
Why did i ever forgive you
It was a mistake and you knew
But I thought cuz your family
That you wouldn't try to hurt me.
But I was so wrong and so blind
You used me and took my sense of mind
You said you would help look after me
But your killing and i know you can see
When dad died I needed you
And i think you knew
Cuz you had felt the same pain
And knew how after tears crash around like rain
I thought you were there after what we lost
But I guess it was a worthless cost
So maybe forgiveness is not worth the fall
But i learned from this all
I can never trust my own brother
I cant ever forgive like i would another
Steve you cause most the pain in my life
You also helped me once again turn to a knife
But don't get me wrong it my fault too
For ever trusting you
And cuz it was my choice as well
But i never expected you to tell
You are dead to me now
I cant forgive i don't know how
So i don't want you in my life at all
Cuz I know without you I can stand tall
