Tears run down

I laugh out loud and turn around, then i see you there and all my fake happiness goes you see me what i am what i feel and tears run down your face. what have you done

i turn away my face once again shrouded by pain. My friends ask if i feel alright. they know somethings wrong, i lie to them again assuring them I'm fine. when they walk away i run to the bathroom stall . no one knows I'm here i cry my eyes overflowing with pain, everyone says you can get over it, it was just a crush. they don't know what i feel like

Its not like some one left its like they died
your name is no longer in my book
not scribbled next to "i love" on my page
i have no evidence you ever existed only my memories
the strongest of all

i would forget you if i could
but who can decide what they dream
and dream i do.