No not this not Hell

Are the rumours true dad..
People are telling me your in hell
Not you
Ohh No.. Please let them be lying
I don't want you to be in pain no more..
You don't deserve it..
I love you so much people don't understand
I go to church..
and still don't understand why
God did let you go..
Why you.. Why that day..
Did you forget.. or was it god that forgot to hold onto you that extra day?

PLease I still begg Come Home dad??
Don't be dead.. Please!!