You seem so far away
even though your so close
i miss you
you pushed me away and didn't realize it
then you did but i was gone
you tried to pull me back in
but i wouldn't move
you try so hard to get me to notice you
...i do...but i don't want you knowing
too afraid i might be hurt again like last time
everything seemed better back then
but since then
i've done better
i want to tell you "i love you"
but....it's too hard...and....i don't know how
it hurts so much
you always had a way to get a smile on my face
i've lost you
