I Will Be Stronger

I'm tired of the crying,
And complaining of my pain.
Tired of the heartache,
I feel over and over again.
I will be strong and hold this smile,
Although it will be fake.
From the hurt i hide inside,
It's time for an escape.
I have to learn to cope,
Use this pain for good.
I wont let this break me,
Although i know it could.
I refuse to welcome this feeling,
To be at fault for my demise.
I object to letting tears,
Fall like rain from my blue eyes.
I will not let this get to me,
I swear I'll be okay.
I will rinse away the heartache,
and look toward a better day.
I am determined to learn from this,
I will not be destroyed.
I will forget what made me angry,
And remember what i enjoyed.
This pain is just unbearable,
So to this I'll put an end.
I have decided to be stronger,
Let the healing begin.