But Honey

Sometimes I just simply hate that I'm holding on to a dream that won't come true
And yet I think I still must believe because if not I'll never forget you
Maybe if I would pick the pieces of myself up and stop giving in
I would learn that I'm losing is this cases.... and it's better not to win
Can't you see what this is doing to me
I guess it's easier to expect what will never be

I've finally Accepted that i'll be miserable for the rest of forever
Stuck in between whats right and then what makes things better
You said you wanted the truth so here it goes...When I think of you I die....
Each time the feeling gets deeper and worse consuming my mind
I know life just isn't meant for everyone
What about all the times you left me alone

It's not easy standing on a street corner waiting for you....knowing you won't show
It's something I know I've always knew but I've chose to cover up...hidden so noone knows
And as it starts to rain
My heart is overflowing, within my own pain
Maybe one day I'll learn my lesson
What you did was short on treason...

As I lie here with this gun to my head
I pull the trigger remembering everything you ever said.....
And honey this is how the story ends....
lost within something you broke that noone can ever mend....
Look in my eyes...I have no soul just look at me....
But Honey isn't this how you wanted it to be??