Loving u

Fighting with u is not easy believe me
And leaving u is like assassinating my soul
Because I cannot breathe with out knowing that you are breathing too
And I cannot survive without you by my side
With out holding your hand in mine
You're the joy that keeps me alive and the gem that
allows me to survive
So please have mercy on my soul don't hurt me
Don't cause me pain for I am too weak to fight your love
I just cannot let go
Because every day I realize that I love u more and more
Each day I discover a new inch of your heart
Please love me too
Don't be so harsh on my fragile heart
Cherish it and embrace it
Don't give up on me
Love me like the flowers love the sun
Feel the passion in my heart
The warmth that calls your name
And the desire to hold you in my arms
And never let go
Feel the pain u caused and the damage u made
And u still ignore
U still think that am not your soul mate
How could it be and you're my life
Ur my existence and being
And u still cause me grief and mourning
How can u be so cruel when you're so gentle too?
Why did u deceive me and I am the one who loved u
I guess love is not always that peace and butterflies
Love is not always what we want
Its not always that joy and delight
Sometimes its just a misery that knows no bounds