For all the strength needed to breathe
I have wasted it all on insanity
I can feel the weight of your saddness
Pushing me down
And all around me is quiet
It's too quiet now
There's a salty taste in the air
An eruptions about to take place
Should I run from here?
These wounds are still too fresh in my mind
One band aid won't help
And everything else I've tried
When will I wake up?
When will I open my eyes?
There's a ghost in my presence
There's a demon inside
I want so much for you to come back
Shake me awake til I scream
Comfort me so I can dream
Or stop me from making myself bleed
This empty feeling makes me sick
Mommy always said writing was worthless
Just another waste of my time
Just like my cries
That I'm not allowed to show
When can I wake up?
When can I go?
Cuz your'e draining me
Sickening me
Til I'm lower than low
