A shattered glass face
(I see you there)
Pathetic disgrace
(And you don't care)
Losing my way
(Your face so clear)
Fallen astray
(I disappear)
And here I write my thoughts, defined,
Pretending this isn't on my mind.
Bleeding and wrong
(You've yet to see)
I need to belong
(I'll follow your lead)
Wallflower for now
(So meek so shy)
Still learning how
(To meet your eye)
And here I lay to pass the night,
As thoughts swirl "round after death of light.
Falling again
(I tried so hard)
Playing pretend
(Let down my guard0
The Committee prevails
(I hang my head)
Consistently fail
(Repainted red)
And here I stand still holding on,
When really I only deserve to be gone.
And here I stand still holding on,
When the whole d--- time i was dead wrong.
