Living a life that seems like hell
When am i sad
when am i happy
no one can seem to tell
Promises of better tomorrows all fade away
As he creeps up behind
I go astray
Living a life that seems like hell
Buried my face in the pillow
My tears brightly aglow
Life use to be like orchids
Beautiful as can be
A summer evening
Sitting by a lake
Listening and feeling the gentle breeze
But now the life i live is hell
Sleeping on the streets
Maybe for a day or two...
but now it's been more that just a few weeks
Crying myself to sleep
Relying on the razor that cuts so deep
That's what life is like
The red droplets fall to the floor
My heart is skipping wildly with every beat......
Still feels like i am dreaming
Living a life that seems like hell
I can feel the bruises from the other day
I can smell his cologne
I can still feel the pain
Living a life that seems like hell
But i forgive you
I pray for you
And in the end though i suffered
For you... i hope that all is well
<3...
dedicated to the dearest ones who kept me warm through the cold nights <3---- i love you <3 S+B
