Was it really love

When he told me that he loved me
was he being true
did he feel the same way that i used to
when he held onto me tightly
was it true love or fake
when he kissed me passionately
did he really care for me
why do i feel so hurt
so torn
my heart is crumbling with every beat
they say love is wonderful
yet why does it hurt so badly
and cause a million aches and pains
to me its wonderful
yet still its fake
love is nonexistent
in this day and age
love is now lust
cuz my heart hurts so badly
by the pain i hold so dear
my question is
was it really love or fake
when will love not be so blind
so my eyes will open to find that one real guy