My head is lowered in shame because of the demons I cannot let go.
It's not as easy to move on when you've been thrown away so many times.
Can't even express the heartache that goes along with loving.
I'd rather be alone then not truly have someone who's by my side.
Every moment with you will be locked in my box of secrets.
The times I've been lonely will be another patch on my heart.
Why I can't just disappear forever?
Where me and my sadness will finally be apart.
Do I really believe that in the end this burden will have a purpose?
There are only so many tears I can cry
before my thoughts stumble on the unwanted truth.
Even though I know I will once again fall I dont know why I try.
Every moment with you will be locked in my box of secrets.
The times I've been lonely will be another patch on my heart.
Why can't I just disappear forever?
Where me and my sadness will finally be apart.
