Leukemia

I remember all the nights we sad there on the floor and held each other tight,i remember all the times you tried to tell me how you felt,how you truly felt....

i loved your hand up against mine,i loved your lips on my neck i loved how you did not care what i looked like you still complemented me no matter what...

i knew that you had it...i knew that you did not have that long to live i knew that i loved you but i could not tell you cause i didn't want to ever lose you...i always loved you from the moment that we first meet....

i loved the way your eyes sparkled in the light,i loved the way that your smile could brighten anyones day...you meant so much to me and i did not know how to cope after you told me the news....

i remember you walking up to my door in the cold rain, you were all soaked,your hair all wet and dripping you did not have that smile your eyes were not sparkling at me!you told me that we needed to talk so i let you in and got you a towel, we sat on the floor and i made a fire,we sat and talked about everything then you told me something that no girlfriend would ever want to hear....i have leukemia...my heart sunk in like a sink whole ...i cant believe this...i sat there and cried

we held each other through the night...we made this last

than two months went by..i got a knock on the door at three in the morning i thought it was you but instead it was your mother she was in total tears...tears rolling on the cold hard lonely floor...she didn't have to speak one word and i knew that was the end of your life...