You gripe at me that I never hang out with you
I had so many plans
so many hopes
just to spend 1 night, just the two of us
take it back to how it use to be..
no one use to get in the way
whenever 1 was online, the other was online too
we were always together
but here lately it seems your friends come before me
i'm not good enough anymore
unless you wanna cyber
then i'm good enough
then you contact me
but hun, i can't be just your play toy
i'm sorry i have school still and i can't be on 24/7
but when i am on, you could spend time with me
you could learn to tell your friends no, that your 'g/f'
is online & you WANT to spend time with her..
i'm not going to force you to hang out with me
but i do need to know
do you still love me?
am i still your baby girl?
i don't want to get hurt by you
but it seems we're growing apart.
and i feel like your no longer my valentine.
i know this is probably a bad poem, but its how i feel right now, my bf chose his friends tonight over me even though its valentines day, even though i had alot of plans for him & i.. i know its just 'online' and its not a 'real relationship' yet, but still, he knew what i wanted tonight, and he promised me he would be around to hang out like old times.. yet he logged online only to tell me he was going to the bars with his real life buddies and he would talk to me tomorrow. so yah, if you don't like it, oh well. i felt like writing it.
