A trip down memory lane

Waking up every night in fright
thinking of how you died that night

my smiles are fake
thinking of nothing as my life begins to fade

everyone thinks I'm happy, and they think I'm all strong
what would it take to prove them wrong

because i cry all day and cry all night
waiting for the day i could say goodbye and hug you tight

waiting for you be appear
I'm just a crazy sad kid that wants her head to get cleared

deep down I'm always sad
thinking of ways to remember you dad

why cant someone just sign me up for the hells highway
because if i was god ,i would gave it my way

no one would die
no one would have to cry

no one be told all these lies
but hey all of these thing and in my eyes

dad just look at me now
i don't know if you should be proud

I'm thirteen now, you died when i was ten
when i die, i want to see you but what comes then?

why did you leave?, why do you think i cry
because every night i think that i never got to say goodbye