Twinge

I feel so alone
In this world that isn't mine.
I have aching need
To find what can't be mine
Always hiding,
What's hurting inside.
These stupid tears
I don't want to cry.
I feel a stab
And it's somewhere in my back.
Maybe out left field
Or maybe on the track.
Just another wound
That I'll Have to sow up
Each breath in
Is a toxic exhale
The knife went through my heart
And I don't know what to do
I was just about to say
That I fell in love with you.