Dignity

My face is chubby and my stomach is fat.
Thats what they tell me everyday.
I let them down with how much i weigh.
I eat too much and don't exercise enough.
I act like the criticize i get is ok.
But really its just a bluff.
When they don't see me eat their more happy.
Life will be better when I'm skinny.
They hate me in my clothes.
They say i get more ugly every time my tummy grows.
But ill hold in my shame just to make them smile.
It wont kill me if i don't eat for a while.
Ill be ok if nobody knows.
Paint on a fake smile to hide my frown.
Soon my chubby body wont be around.
They'll finally be happy, when I'm small.
Their finally gonna think I'm pretty.
Even if my dignity falls.

4/21/07