I dont even know what i feel right now
Too many things I want out but I dont know how
Im starting to get desperate, it doesnt feel right
The long crying to sleep didnt work last night
Its been so long pushing these feelings down
That I must have forgotten how to let them out
I dont want to go again to whats called unhealthy
Doing many things to keep my mind going
Sometimes it gets harder that I forget what Im doing
I want to get rid of this lump compressing my chest
I want it out, I�¢??ll do my best
And if it doesnt go the gentle good way
Ill battle it off the dirty old way.
