Somethings are better off unsaid
But this is a good time to tell you..
That I have loved once..
And I have failed!
The man I gave my heart to..
Shattered it into pieces.
I do not blame him
Because I brought it upon myself.
Love is something that comes within,
It cannot be produced or reduced.
Once it hits you hard..
It never leaves.
I tell you this now..
Because trust me boi, I felt it once.
I do not regret it..
Because I learned from it.
I would never say that I would not love again..
If the time is right...
Maybe I have my chances with the devil again..
Or so some people likes to call it as...Love?.
It was hurting so bad that
I was not sure if I was going to make it.
It taught so much..
That my mind just began to cloud.
That day I promised myself..
I would not let anyone do this to me again..
It only took some time to realize..
That I did this to myself.
I give you my word...That I would love again
And when I do...There would not be a limit to it.
But now my friend...I fear to love..
Cus I only know... how much it hurts to loose it.
So what I ask you now?
Is to be patience with me..
Because I'm still hurting!!!!