What did we get into?

You just left,
Without a goodbye
I watched you leave,
In your plane in the sky
But I need to know,
Was I the reason why?

I'm sorry for all I put you through
I'm sorry for everything I did to you
And for all the times that I've hurt you

So please understand,
I wasn't in my right mind
I don't know why I did all those things
It kills me to see you cry
But please understand,
Without you, I'll just fall down and die

You're now so far away
I think about you everyday
But now I've got no reason to stay...

But you never could trust me,
I couldn't really trust you,
I now look back at everything,
What did we get into?

You could make me happy
But you could make me sad,
You're the reason for everything wrong,
But also the reason why my life still goes on

Lots of times you seem as if you don't care
And not once have you tried
You probably wouldn't even think about,
Sparing my life

I know we were both young,
And we lasted a long time
But look how it ended!
What in hell did we ever get into?