For Never And Never

Everything was perfect,
Everything was right,
But then you told me something,
That made me cry at night,

I thought it would never happen,
me and you together,
Waiting and waiting,
What felt like forever,

Finally it happened,
Together me and you,
You gave me feelings,
That I never knew,

You opened my eyes,
You made me see,
That the most valuable thing in the whole world,
Just happened to be me

We had our ups,
And we had our downs,
We had our smiles,
And we had our frowns,

Lying together having a conversation,
We could talk for hours,
Going to dances together,
You getting me pretty flowers,

The warm summer nights,
We spent at the beach,
Looking at the stars,
Wed hope to one day reach,

Telling our deepest secrets,
And sharing our dreams,
Nothing could ruin this,
But at first thats how it always seems,

It was over,
Soon after it began,
I stood alone,
With a cold empty hand,

An empty soul,
And an empty heart
I had nowhere to go,
And my world was falling apart,

Not knowing where to go,
Not knowing what to do,
Wondering how to live,
When I dont have you,

So proud in my mistake,
From you I walked away,
But all I really wanted to do,
Was turn around and stay

Walking away,
Was the hardest thing Ive ever had to do
I never thought,
Id be able to leave you,

So here I am,
After 83 days and 2 years
And your voice,
Is still the only one I want to hear,

I never got over,
What we had,
Some say it was special,
Some say it was bad,

And I say you hurt me,
But you also made me smile
I wondered everyday,
If the torture was worthwhile,

Seeing you turn,
And look at her that way,
Hoping that youd look at me like that,
......SoMeDaY........

After a few months
My dream came true
You came back
And once aging I fell for you

We started to talk
About things in our past
You said you didnt know why
Our first relationship didnt last

I forgot memories
That you still remember today
Everything was perfect
And I thought wed be ok

But once again we slowly
Started to move apart
Right when you had started
Piecing together my heart

You never quite finished
Theres still an empty space
Where I will forever remember
Your smiling face

I was glad to be by your side
Happy we gave it one last try
But it didnt happen
All I wanted was my final good-bye

I still have feelings for you
And Ill never fully let you go
But sometimes you have to leave people behind
In order to let yourself grow

I still cry for days
And it still breaks my heart
But I have to stand alone
And were better when were apart

Im not so bitter anymore
Because Ive had time to heal
But every time I hear your voice
The pain becomes real

You made me cry
But you also made me laugh
Now Im left in my room
Avoiding our photographs

Looking back on the memories
Is still hard to do
Thinking about what we could have had
Just me and you

Ill remember every thing
And I know you will to
You wont forget me
And Ill never forget you

Youll remember the laughs
And youll remember when we cried
Like the night we spent weeping
After your mom had died

You remember all the fun
All the times at the beach
How we dreamed to big
The stars were almost in our reach

Youll remember that night
Way back in September
Youll remember it
Almost forever

We tired to make it work
But we never ended together
I guess thats why i call it
For never and never

The scars are healing
And the memories start to fade
The hurt starts to erase
But I still wish you the best everyday

Finding words to explain
How I feel about you
Is still something
Im not able to do

So Ill leave you with this
The one thing I can say
I said Id love you forever
But forever ended today

*A.D.P