It Doesn't Matter Anymore, It Just Doesn't Matter Anymore.

Wishes won't make dreams come true,
and all this useless crying won't do a thing.
And I'm still breathing through nightmares,
and still choking through unreal laughter,
but my mind stills remembers what you said -
"It doesn't matter anymore -
It just doesn't matter anymore."

I want so badly to believe that it's not true,
and that my world is still spinning right.
But beneath all my layers of denial,
there's a part of me that can't sleep at night.
And I know that you're being honest,
but it still feels as if my world's out of place.

"It doesn't matter anymore -
It just doesn't matter anymore."
No, no, no. It just can't be.
Where's my dose of true reality?

I loved you when this world was right side-up,
but it seems my hands just couldn't hold on.
And these lyrics can't put me to sleep anymore,
Without you, I'm awake till' the break of dawn.

And I need you. I need you to save me forever,
But I'm afraid that forever can't come too soon.
Cause -
"It doesn't matter anymore -
It just doesn't matter anymore."

February 16, 2008
- Stephanie Lynn.