The other me's

Sometimes u cant describe life
Sometimes you cant find were u belong
Sometimes u cant remember what u did
U look around and don't know were u r
Crying, shaking
Laughing, yelling
Scared, frighted
Happy, excited
Quiet, Loud
These r the feeling u feel
What happed if u had different people inside of u
Like ghost that took over
When u were enjoying something
Then BOOM your someone else
Someone asks u your name
And u say your someone else
People look familiar
But you cant figure it out
You get to scared u shut down
You go away and someone else come out
This is how i live day to day
Its just getting worse
These people inside me
Wont come out
They made there home inside of me
They wont leave
They don't understand there not wanted
No one understand what i go through
Its so scary
When u look into the mirror
And cant figure out who's staring back
When u wake up in the morning
All cut up
You didn't do it !!!
Honest it was someone else
Oops a day past
Oops a week past
Oops a moth past
Where did the time go?
You cant recall a thing
But u keep it to your self
No one realize how hard it is
When your someone else
All your feeling r separated
People tells u stuff u did
You loose friends
For something u cant control
You get punished
For something u cant recall doing
Then they yell at u
Honestly it was someone else
They past has a way of hurting u
With everything u do
It left me
With what i call ghost
These ghost i call my friends
They protect me from everyone else
I carry them around
They come every were i go
This is a huge secret i keep to myself
Some time when I'm someone else
I say something i didn't want to say
The truth comes out
You get a flash back
Another trigger
The BOOM
Your someone else
Some people will try to confuse u
And tell u its not real
But u know how u feel
U dont need anyone else
You don't want to spend time with friends or family
Cuz they don't understand what your going through
Its so hard when your alone
Fighting something u cant win
I don't talk about it
I cant describe it
I told her i was really hungry
My mom said i just ate
I just went to my room and cry ed
I knew it was someone else
I called a friend and asked her to go shopping
She said we just did early that day
I said i know
I was just kidding
I hung up the phone
And cry ed and cry ed
I couldn't recall that day
Were i had so much fun
As time passes
And days passes
You start to except
To keep this to yourself
You start to call for the ghost to save u
You cant help it
Sometime u want it
No one understands what its like
U begging not to talk about it
U shut people out
This is how i live my life
From the inside out