I'm not quite sure what I'm feeling.
I don't know if it's true.
I'm just not very well dealing
With the reason why I'm so angry and so blue.
I want more than anything to be content,
But that can't seem to be.
I think I'm actually broken now,
Not just a little bent.
Please, will someone help me?
No one, not even me, knows how.
I feel as if I'm drifting away from all that I know.
I don't ever want to see him leave or even go.
I suppose there must be a shadow
Hovering right above me.
Sometimes, I wish he could get inside my head.
I wish he could see.
I want to break out of the darkness,
To get out of here.
I wish to melt away all my troubles,
And watch them disappear.
I just need to hear him say
"I will love you until the end.
You are truly my lover and, of course, my best friend."
