Acid candy

The bed that you laid in
I'm glued too
the walls surround me
like an clouded memory

your smell lingers
against my pillow
across my skin
i feel like i bathed in you

your smile was once sweet
yet now every memory i hold
it seems so wicked
one frame at a time

your touch was gentle
but that changed
with each sip of alcohol
you changed

your kiss was irresistible
and sweet
yet if my memory holds of right
that changed too

turned to an acid
so strong
it poisoned me
trapping me in the pain

your taste drove me wild
but now the pain of losing you
just drives me crazy
yet nothing close to lust

the sight of you
when my eyes adjusted to you
once made me weak
and fogged up

yet now it makes my stomach churn
forcing me to change my mind
causing me to lose my grasp
and myself....

*breaking Benjamin...so cold*