Why can it never be mutual?
Why can i never be free?
Why can i never find a guy who loves me for me?
Why do I have to try to impress?
Why do I have to make the first move?
Why do I have to be the one who receives all the bad news?
Why can I not find him?
Why am I always surpassed in his sights?
Why do guys always meet me with the expectations of being with me for only one night?
Why am I perceived as an obnoxious girl,
and not the amazing woman that I am inside?
Why am I treated like a loner,
as if no one is ever by my side?
Why do I get treated like this?
Why do I get treated as if I have no heart?
Why is my heart the bullseye for all the flying darts?
I do not understand what I do to deserve this pain,
What I do to get treated so wrong,
But regardless of what happens,
I must remain strong.
I can not let these cold hearted people make my heart hollow,
or send me to hell and back.
I will make sure these people get a taste of there own medicine,
and that is a simple fact.
No one will ever get away with not feeling how they once made someone feel,
So beware all of you inconsiderate people,
Your dirty deeds will backfire and send you straight to hell.
