I once had this dream
Were i was going to be me
I had so much life to me
I felt wounder full
I was going to make it
I was so proud of myself
It was all OK
I just moved passed the past
Then he came back into my life
Hurt me
And took all my dreams away
He changed me
Made me much worse
Everything i once felt
Everything i used to be
Didn't seem to matter
I'm so broken-ed up inside
I keep everything to myself
Thats how i deal
Trying to get to were i was
Seems so far away
Working so hard at it
But so many mixed messages
You just want it to be OK
No truth can be found
You realize u need to let go
But somehow your still holding alot of guilt
So much hurt and pain inside
Your invisible in your own eyes
You want to escape
To be free
But it will be OK
Because the pass can also some good......