Confusion

I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I need.
It used to be only you,
Now I don't know what to believe.

You used to be my heart.
You used to be my soul.
We used to each others.
Now we're all alone.

We made a lot of mistakes.
The blame is mostly mine.
But now the space is growing,
And I'm running out of time.

My hold on life is thinning,
The past isn't what it seems,
My grip is slowly slipping,
This isn't the "stuff of dreams."

But now the time has come.
To decide what we really feel,
I know you're the one for me,
But right now.. I need to heal.

A relationship isn't what I need.
I just want you in my life.
I don't need a man to be happy..
Because most men just cause me strife.

I need to be alone,
Finally find the real me,
No more distractions,
I just hope we're really meant to be.