Missing you

Miles away, worlds apart,
I�m missing you,
With a broken heart,
When I close my eyes,
You�re staring back at me,
I get a bit surprised,
When it�s you I need,
I think of you,
Smiling gleefully,
I picture just us two,
And you kiss me gently,
You don�t care if I�m gone,
You don�t know how I feel,
I want to show you how much you mean,
I know that this is real,
But if you reject me then,
Imagine the effects,
You�d tell all your friends,
To you it�s just a joke,
But I sit and choke,
On the words I said,
Screwing up my head,
Your loveless tone,
That makes me groan,
I wish I�d just kept quiet,
Kept my feelings secret,
But now you know,
Turned from friend to foe,
You don�t love me,
You never did,
Grab my noose and die,
No one cares I�m dead,
Ghostly white I lie,
On my resting bed,
More at war than ever,
You�re haunting me forever,
Don�t you love me now?