Mommy Mommy please don't leave me.
If I'm a good girl will you stay?
If I cried less, then can we go outside and play?
What did I do to make you leave and not want to come back?
What did we do?
You see all this time all we wanted was a Mommy like the other kids at school.
But we had a Daddy, so I guess it was sometimes cool.
Mommy you will never know what the pain of your absence caused.
Growing up we thought it was something we did to make you leave.
It hurt us so bad that we don't talk about you to this very day.
We just missed you growing up.
We don't have any memories of you.
We never got to do the things that Mother's and Daughter's do.
We never had the talks with you that we were supposed to.
Only another woman tried to come in and failed at being you.
I don't know if I even love you.
But I do know that I miss the thoughts of you.
