FAITH?

FAITH?

Everyday I put a smile on my face but I know its not meant to be. Im killing myself softly and only I can see. I have a man but love another, I wonder if he can see my real color. I want to make it better but I just let it go on. I know its wrong, what Im doing behind his back but I dont know for how long. I wish one day this can all end, I know it will hurt but I need my heart to mend. You know they say you cant change a bad girl good but once a good girl goes bad shes gone forever. Thats how I feel Im gone and I need to go back. I dont know how, I need someone to help. I never thought I could hurt someone like this before but only time can tell if this is going to go on anymore. I need an angel or someone whos always been here, I just havent seen them yet or theyve just disappeared. I hope not because I havent lost all FAITH, Im just praying that things will change and I will not feel as lost and out of place. I need my angel please god send him back to me because hes the only one that can set my heart free.

By H.R. Softball09