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Some people say that it's better to have loved and lost, than to not have loved at all.
I don't
I'd rather not have loved at all, than to have went through what I lost.
It's like when you lose your love you lose a part of you.
Makes you question if the love was really true.
I've never felt the way I did, and i never want to again unless it's promised until the end.
I can't take anymore sleepless nights, and personal fights, and dying a little with each tear with no end in sight.
Nobody on the outside looking in knows what I went through, but that's OK because me myself and GOD knows what I went through.