I'm not worth your time girl

Who am i
the girl you all see
cause I'm not what you all
expect me to be

I'm a little lost
and i cry i night
i play bit and tough
but i live in fright

you all think I'm strong
cause i handle this sht
but I've copped to much
one to many a hit

i don't want to live
and this shows I'm weak
and i just dint know
what it is i seek

cause you see me happy
possibly drunk or high
but inside i want to jump
maybe try and fly

give up on me
I'm not worth it all
I'm nothing special
watch me I'll fall

there is nothing better
under my skin
no hidden beauty
just one giant sin

so leave me to die
I'm not worth your time
don't worry bout staying
leaving isn't a crime