I feel you glaring at me
though I am blinded by the blood that drips into my eyes
I see only red and feel only tears falling from me uncontrollably
I dont want to cry in front of you
I dont want to give you the pleasure
I feel the hate radiating through your skin, directed at me
Even though your words are "I love you"
Your touch is like knives carving my skin
You say you want to touch me more
my hands are bound behind me
My body is paralyzed by your sarcasm and disdain
I have turned into myself to find a path
I am seeking a light
You reign in the darkness
You stole away my hope
uncontrollable
Your wicked laugh rings in my ears
The smell of you burns my nose
I cannot feel anymore
My shell is numb
Inside hurts
Rage is inevitable
Love is damning
Death is release
