There is a big emptiness in my heart.
I don't know what to do;
I'm so lost.
The only thing I think about is that four years down the drain.
Suck a hard decision;
I think thee worst one I have had to make.
My heart is asking,
And hurting so badly.
There are times where I just want to go back to him,
But I know it wouldn't be good.
How can I be with someone that my whole entire family HATES?
I just can't do it anymore!!
I need to move on and do whats best for Tamara!
Sorry Adam but its not working for any of us.
I need to be by myself and get my life together for the better.
