This void fills my heart,
like a black hole in space,
things that were there from start,
disappear without a trace,
everything i remember gone,
forgetting your smell,touch and face,
sitting alone thinking about what was once there,
wondering why god plays such bad games,
like why does he put me on a path to nowhere,
a path of emptiness and always being alone,
having nobody or anything to care for,
having no love to share or call my own,
dying unhappy and old,
never being remembered,
never having made any stories to be told,
going into the afterlife having never felt love,
going to them pearly gates,
going back to my life's creator who resides in the heavens above..