Sigh...

Oh, my god, did it hurt my heart
today
i don't even have the words
to say

i was right next to you
and yet
there was nothing i could do
i cannot last this, i bet!

so many others want my heart
but now
i can't even start
to say how

i would so quickly give it to you
but that is not something
you want me to do
so for now, i just listen to the message machine ding