Its time to let go </3

You have no idea
how you make me feel
but sometimes i still wonder
if this love is even real

you always make me cry
without even trying
sometimes i get so sad
i just feel like dying

i want to hold the pillow to my face
ready to suffocate
by the time i am found
it'll be too late

i just cant take this anymore
i want to end my life
its pretty simple really
all i need is a knife

please stop lieing to me
i know your love isn't true
i just don't understand
how i fell in love with you

your everything I've tried to avoid
but somehow you found a way
a way into my locked up heart
'i love you' was all you had to say

i threw away the key to my heart
after i locked it up in chains
but somehow you found it
& you let in all the pain

when i look in the mirror
could you guess what i see
i see a f**cked up girl
who seems to really hate me

i see a huge mistake
that should be undone
i see a broken girl
with her hand on a gun

her finger is on the trigger
the darkness took over her soul
the more shes lied too
the more she loses control

shes trying to fight it
shes trying to get away
but someones pushing her off the edge
making her want to end it all today

his lies are killing her
all the 'i love you's
he tells her so many things
but how much of it is true?

shes ready to pull the trigger
he better tell her how he really feels
shes trying to wake up
but this nightmare is real
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