Secrets

How can I be sitting here like this,
So deeply in love with you.
I know you don't feel the same,
But sometimes it seems like you do.

I want to be with you so bad,
I love you oh so much.
Everything you do means something,
Every little look or touch.

Everyday I think I fall more in love with you,
I try so hard to stop myself.
I wrestle with this torment,
There is no escaping this hell.

Some days I think I'm past it,
Some days I think I'm fine.
But other days are horrible,
Cause I remember that you are hers and not mine.

You and I are the same,
There is no changing that fact.
No matter how hard I want to,
I know I can never go back.

This is my secret,
My burden, my curse.
And when every night ends,
I pray the next day won't be worse.